Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Lost Connection
You just turned cold... I got nothing to say to you. You got nothing to say to me. To be honest, I have foreseen this coming. I knew it was too good to be true. You're just as good as a
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Good Job
Frickin good job... Yet again, you did not fail to take away something I did not badly need. Thanks for being such a considerate person, knowing that with perfect logic that I wouldn't need such things. You're right; it's my fault. I'm not in the right place to voice out my opinions. Thanks for returning the favor; I affirm you being here and having your rights, you give it back to me with your loud salutations and laughter. You are very thoughtful. You really shouldn't have.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
So...
So I learned in my Psychology class that people need each other to better themselves. The threat of social isolation may lead to "unhealthy behavior and compromise IQ". Well, I guess that explains why I'm failing in this institution...
Monday, March 8, 2010
Piling Problems...
"Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be
So long my luckless romance
My back, has turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do..."
...Really? Why now? Why at this time?Why must you go at the time I need you the most? Am I just a toy that you'll outgrow and leave behind? Or was I just you're temporary inspiration?...
These thoughts run to his head as he listens to the lyrics of the song... the last song he would ever listen to...
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be
So long my luckless romance
My back, has turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do..."
...Really? Why now? Why at this time?Why must you go at the time I need you the most? Am I just a toy that you'll outgrow and leave behind? Or was I just you're temporary inspiration?...
These thoughts run to his head as he listens to the lyrics of the song... the last song he would ever listen to...
Friday, March 5, 2010
Dead upon Arrival
Many thought that it was because of depression. Some actually thought it was to get away. Some thought he was crazy. Countless speculations had been made to why he committed such unthinkable act...
One loud shot was heard. People started rushing to where the loud boom came from. It was on a room down a narrow hall. Rushing footsteps swamped the unimaginable scene. Upon opening the door, a loud scream filled the room with an eerie mood. Blood was gushing on the wall coming from his gut. He was heavily gasping for air. The rushing people tried to aid him, but they all were petrified.
In enormous pain, he tried getting up from his bed, but all he can do was lie upwards on his bed, still gasping for air. He then looked at the frantic faces in front of him. He smiled then ended it with another loud boom.
One loud shot was heard. People started rushing to where the loud boom came from. It was on a room down a narrow hall. Rushing footsteps swamped the unimaginable scene. Upon opening the door, a loud scream filled the room with an eerie mood. Blood was gushing on the wall coming from his gut. He was heavily gasping for air. The rushing people tried to aid him, but they all were petrified.
In enormous pain, he tried getting up from his bed, but all he can do was lie upwards on his bed, still gasping for air. He then looked at the frantic faces in front of him. He smiled then ended it with another loud boom.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Dirge of the Fallen
It has been 4 years since the tragedy. Nobody still wants to talk about it...or have they already forgotten... or they never cared to begin with. This had become a place of mystery. This place had been a somber memory which that of a crazy myth.
Despite all the lamentations and tears, all hath proceed with their own. Time did not stop; time is as cruel as always. It's cruelty is deep-down to the bone. It's infliction rivals a fiery blaze.
Time has healed its wounds, but like crumpled paper, things won't be the same as before. Fueled by wrath and rage, he ended his life to rid one of the many useless people walking around. The seeds of fear and despair had been planted; thus it shall grow and thrive as the years pass.
Despite all the lamentations and tears, all hath proceed with their own. Time did not stop; time is as cruel as always. It's cruelty is deep-down to the bone. It's infliction rivals a fiery blaze.
Time has healed its wounds, but like crumpled paper, things won't be the same as before. Fueled by wrath and rage, he ended his life to rid one of the many useless people walking around. The seeds of fear and despair had been planted; thus it shall grow and thrive as the years pass.
Monday, March 1, 2010
Someone...Save me...Please...
I wanna leave this place. This is not good for my mental, emotional and physical health. I've lost the will to move forward, I'm depressed and I've lost a lot of weight. I FRIKIN' HATE THIS PLACE. Suicidal thoughts are entering my mind frequently. Someone...save me...Please...
The more I stay here, the more I feel alone and depressed; the more I feel alone.
The more I stay here, the more I feel intellectually inferior and slow. The more I stay here, the more my health deteriorates. This is the first time in a very long time that I just want to cry... but there's nobody to cry to, nobody that cares here, nobody... I've never felt so alone in my life... Someone...save me...Please...
I don't know how long I can mask it with the smiles on my face. The wound has been cut deep. Many are pretenders, many don't care... Someone... save me...Please...
The more I stay here, the more I feel alone and depressed; the more I feel alone.
The more I stay here, the more I feel intellectually inferior and slow. The more I stay here, the more my health deteriorates. This is the first time in a very long time that I just want to cry... but there's nobody to cry to, nobody that cares here, nobody... I've never felt so alone in my life... Someone...save me...Please...
I don't know how long I can mask it with the smiles on my face. The wound has been cut deep. Many are pretenders, many don't care... Someone... save me...Please...
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
formspring.me
Do you like clingy friends? I sure don't..
Why noooot? no matter how they are, if you call him/her a friend, you should like 'em the way they are
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Happy New Year Y'all!
So a new year is starting again, so a another year to either change lives for the better, or mess up more. Well, I don't know what I exactly am going to do this year.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Blog Hiatus...
It has been a long time since I've touched this blog. I've been very busy with a lot of school crap that I had no time to write on this. Although I haven't been writing on it, I kept on thinking what to write here. I want to write things that not only would relieve me from boredom, but also things that would entertain my readers as well. I've gotten a few ideas, namely short stories or a continues story but its going to be in a series... I'm not sure yet. During this break, I'll think of these options. If I am able to write at least 5 stories/chapters, then I'll continue it for the rest of the year next year (and hopefully I keep up with it).
Well, I'll see how it goes. Latez y'all.
Well, I'll see how it goes. Latez y'all.
Monday, November 9, 2009
Depressed
Ugh... I despise not having my own computer. I feel like a part of me was severed from my body. I was not the only one who broke it. Yet Nexon destroys my computer and potentially destroy my life. I did not even play the MMO and yet it finds a way to ruin me...
My computer might have its problems because of age, but I cannot believe that the person who broke it did not take full responsibility. What a #@$!%!$#@%!!! "I'm partially responsible..." You have no idea what you have caused me. I have never encountered a BSoD on that laptop. You're telling me that it was my laptop's problems that destroyed my laptop... Well, let's use the analogy you tried to use against me but failed because it backfired...
My computer might have its problems because of age, but I cannot believe that the person who broke it did not take full responsibility. What a #@$!%!$#@%!!! "I'm partially responsible..." You have no idea what you have caused me. I have never encountered a BSoD on that laptop. You're telling me that it was my laptop's problems that destroyed my laptop... Well, let's use the analogy you tried to use against me but failed because it backfired...
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Midterm Week
Damn it. Quarter is going by so fast. I feel that I haven't studied at all (which is actually somewhat true) so I feel unprepared for those midterms. I know I learned a lot of things, however, I don't know if I'll be able to pull those out during the test. I fail at taking tests. That's why I never liked the SATs. Too much pressure. I wish, hope and pray that I don't choke.
P.S.- I don't like ranting about school, but these days, I don't have much to talk about that I want to share.
P.S.- I don't like ranting about school, but these days, I don't have much to talk about that I want to share.
First Kiss...
Never experienced it. I want to, but I'm afraid. I know after that, I won't know if I'll be able to stop myself...
Saturday, October 3, 2009
To do list:: Full, Finished list: Zilch
Well, here we go again. First week of sophomore year is over, and what have I done?
-Start playing Disgaea
-Brawl almost 1/3 of my day
-sleep 1/3 of the day
-go to classes and dont do any reading...
-work in Plaza for 10 hrs/wk
At this rate, I'll be hitting the slumps.With all the crap that I try to get involved in this quarter? CK, AMSA, RPB, ASP, VA,maybe KP? I got lots of things to do. I am hoping for a miracle to pull this off. If everything goes well, then great; if not, then I'm going to be F'd liked I've never been F'd before.
-Start playing Disgaea
-Brawl almost 1/3 of my day
-sleep 1/3 of the day
-go to classes and dont do any reading...
-work in Plaza for 10 hrs/wk
At this rate, I'll be hitting the slumps.With all the crap that I try to get involved in this quarter? CK, AMSA, RPB, ASP, VA,maybe KP? I got lots of things to do. I am hoping for a miracle to pull this off. If everything goes well, then great; if not, then I'm going to be F'd liked I've never been F'd before.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Bored...
I know when people are not fond of my company or when people are bored of me. It shows. There's a saying, "actions speak louder than words." I am who I am, I cannot change who I am, but what I can do is to improve on it. I never like awkward silences during conversations or awkward actions when I do something. It really really really annoys me. How can I improve myself if the people around me don't even bother listening?
I know I have to keep an open mind on things, but I act like I'm a mirror. I reflect the actions, feelings and thoughts back to the person I am with. If you talk to me, I'll respond to you. If you want to get to know me, I'll try to get to know you. If you feel awkward around me, I'll feel the awkwardness and return it to you. Hell, if you don't talk to me, I won't talk to you. If you think like I'm not interesting, then why bother talk to you if you won't even make the effort to conquer that impression of me. I'm not that kind of person that wastes time on something that I know would have little or no results.
I already felt this way before. I have things to connect with,but each connection are just bits and pieces. There are no perfect fits. I would say that I have things that connect with people, but they are mixed. I would compare myself to a sampler appetizer. I have different tastes that appeals the tastebuds, but not enough to satisfy the hunger. Everybody talks about the main course, but hardly the appetizer.
I don't like being noticed, especially when the thing I am being noticed about is something that's not fully me, something that doesn't define my whole identity. I do not have a specific thing, like being the jock, or the clown or the cool guy, or even the annoying guy, that people immediately identifies me with. I am that kind of guy that can fit in with anybody, but not fully, trully fit in. It takes time to get to know each complex side of me, and people nowadays do not have that much time.
Yeah, I know for a fact that I am awkward and shy when people and I meet for the first time. I have a knack for opening up to those who actually takes the time and make the effort to talk to me. If you are reading this right now and just suddenly change your mind about me and actually start to make the effort to get to know me, I would most likely be not inclined to open up to you because it's not natural. I would feel that you are pitying me and you're just acting this way because of this post. Your actions towards me are going to be fake and unnatural and most likely awkward...and like I said a while ago, I am like a mirror and I would reflect that back to you.I will notice if your actions towards me changes, and if it does, I will say to myself "I should not have written that post...maybe I should just cut myself and bleed it out..." (just kidding ^^", I ain't emo and that's someone I would never turn to)...Point is- I wouldn't want you to change
I might be overthinking this situation, but it is hard for me to ignore the facts that are right in front of me. I had this fear before already, but I cannot believe I am actually living it. I'm not writing this so I can get pity, recognition, fame or attention. One reason is to share my mind to those who are actually interested in reading other people's thoughts. I cannot fully express what I think so things come out of me really stupidly and awkwardly face to face. Through writing, I can pause and gather my thoughts and actually express what I want to say. It is one of my huge flaws as a person that I am trying to improve on. Reacting negatively or passively to it won't help me at all. Maybe my voice is not easily heard, or my presence is not easily felt, so I apologize for that. I try to just be chill bout things, but I wouldn't think that it would be to the extreme.
If you feel that I am talking about you, whoever is reading this post right now *points at reader from the screen*, then you're probably the one that is making me rant right now lol... Well I forgot what I was thinking of saying now...sooo I might continue this rant soon...depends
Monday, August 31, 2009
Summer Days...Day...umm..who cares XD
Well, summer break is almost over. I have fulfilled many things, but I feel that I could have done more. I feel that way because I know I could have spent more time exploring the outside world other than the comforts of my house. I did accomplish 2/3 of my main goals for this summer. As for NYRs, I have failed everything on it except for #10 because they were either irrelevant or its already broken.. so yeah... summer... Right now, I would probably give it a 6/10. Who knows, things can get better.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Summer Days: Day 16
Well, day 16 of summer is just getting started. I'm virtually procrastinating on my essay that's due today for class, yet I am not worried. I even have time to write 2 blogs (including this) today.
Summer is taking its toll... I like the long days, but I dread the hotness...Feeling toasted in the heat of the sun and being bored at home is a very bad combination...or is it? I was so thirsty that I went to the fridge to check what drinks we have that is cold. I saw our pitcher of water and a couple cans of Mountain Dew. I decided to take the water because I want to drink O.J. using the powdered O.J. and water. While I was getting a glass, I thought of something interesting to do. I thought I should try doing an experiment.
I put the water back in the fridge and got a can of Mountain Dew instead. I got my glass and emptied the Mountain Dew in it. Then I put about 4 tablespoons of powdered O.J. in the caffeine and sugar filled glass (yeah I know I put too much O.J.) then I mixed them together. Voila! "Orange Dew".
I drank its sugary goodness. The taste was rather interesting. The powdered O.J. was very potent, yet the caffeinated beverage still made its mark. About 10 minutes after I drank the mix, I felt my head ache. Is this sugar rush? Maybe...well actually, I think it is. 4 tbsp (55 grams) of o.j. (which I bet was 2 tbsp sugar or more) and Mountain Dew (highest caffeine among the sodas and the added 46 grams of sugar in it) in a 12 oz glass? Yeah...diabetics, this drink is not for you.
All in all, I still have the sugar rush, and I had that drink... 6-7pm? I don't remember, and I still don't feel the crash... yep... I'll probably be awake for a while...
Final thoughts/advice:
1. Experimenting when bored is fun, especially with food.
2. If you are doing this mix, please dilute it water.
3. This would be a good mix next year during those long, painful all-nighters.
4. Diabetics-this is not for you.
That's it y'all.
P.S.- This was a more successful food experiment than my "Nacho Cheese Dipped Cookie" experiment way back when lol.
Summer is taking its toll... I like the long days, but I dread the hotness...Feeling toasted in the heat of the sun and being bored at home is a very bad combination...or is it? I was so thirsty that I went to the fridge to check what drinks we have that is cold. I saw our pitcher of water and a couple cans of Mountain Dew. I decided to take the water because I want to drink O.J. using the powdered O.J. and water. While I was getting a glass, I thought of something interesting to do. I thought I should try doing an experiment.
I put the water back in the fridge and got a can of Mountain Dew instead. I got my glass and emptied the Mountain Dew in it. Then I put about 4 tablespoons of powdered O.J. in the caffeine and sugar filled glass (yeah I know I put too much O.J.) then I mixed them together. Voila! "Orange Dew".
I drank its sugary goodness. The taste was rather interesting. The powdered O.J. was very potent, yet the caffeinated beverage still made its mark. About 10 minutes after I drank the mix, I felt my head ache. Is this sugar rush? Maybe...well actually, I think it is. 4 tbsp (55 grams) of o.j. (which I bet was 2 tbsp sugar or more) and Mountain Dew (highest caffeine among the sodas and the added 46 grams of sugar in it) in a 12 oz glass? Yeah...diabetics, this drink is not for you.
All in all, I still have the sugar rush, and I had that drink... 6-7pm? I don't remember, and I still don't feel the crash... yep... I'll probably be awake for a while...
Final thoughts/advice:
1. Experimenting when bored is fun, especially with food.
2. If you are doing this mix, please dilute it water.
3. This would be a good mix next year during those long, painful all-nighters.
4. Diabetics-this is not for you.
That's it y'all.
P.S.- This was a more successful food experiment than my "Nacho Cheese Dipped Cookie" experiment way back when lol.
Mysteries...
Mystery 1- I have found many answers about this mystery, and now I see its true form. However I could see that I still have many things to learn...nonetheless, my interest is wearing thin....
Mystery 2- Each time I answer a question, more questions arise... Its seemingly endless trail leads to nowhere...Thus, makes my interest in this conundrum decline.
Mystery 3- Even though I slowly uncover thy secrets, I greatly appreciate that my patience is paying off. I will be vigilant.
Mystery 4- The most difficult mystery of all. I could not careless about the other three when this mystery is here. The more I delve myself in this mystery, the more I get curious, but it also makes me want to run away from it... Staying with this mystery would be a great asset in the future...
Mystery 2- Each time I answer a question, more questions arise... Its seemingly endless trail leads to nowhere...Thus, makes my interest in this conundrum decline.
Mystery 3- Even though I slowly uncover thy secrets, I greatly appreciate that my patience is paying off. I will be vigilant.
Mystery 4- The most difficult mystery of all. I could not careless about the other three when this mystery is here. The more I delve myself in this mystery, the more I get curious, but it also makes me want to run away from it... Staying with this mystery would be a great asset in the future...
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Summer Days: Day 8
Well, I would say it was an eventful weekend.
Saturday
>12:30am-3:00ish am: Talked with a friend who needed to vent
>1:00pm-6:00pm: Driving, errands
>6:30pm-9:00pm: Watched Up with a friend
Sunday
>8:30am-11:30am: Bowling: 156,177,233,220,198. Got my throw back after not bowling for approximately 5 months
>12:30pm-1:45pm: Church
>2:00pm-3:00pm: Celebrate Father's Day at Dr. Hoggly Woggly BBQ
>3:30pm-4:00pm: Verizon store...ALMOST got a new phone Y-Y
Just got to read 100+ pages for my English summer class... Well, got to go now.
See y'all!
P.S. Thanks Sameer for the 'Tizzler Sampler'. I'm listening to it atm ^-^
Saturday
>12:30am-3:00ish am: Talked with a friend who needed to vent
>1:00pm-6:00pm: Driving, errands
>6:30pm-9:00pm: Watched Up with a friend
Sunday
>8:30am-11:30am: Bowling: 156,177,233,220,198. Got my throw back after not bowling for approximately 5 months
>12:30pm-1:45pm: Church
>2:00pm-3:00pm: Celebrate Father's Day at Dr. Hoggly Woggly BBQ
>3:30pm-4:00pm: Verizon store...ALMOST got a new phone Y-Y
Just got to read 100+ pages for my English summer class... Well, got to go now.
See y'all!
P.S. Thanks Sameer for the 'Tizzler Sampler'. I'm listening to it atm ^-^
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Summer Days: Day 5
I start the countdown of summer June 14, 2009, Sunday. This is the start of the first week of my actual summer break. I wouldn't really call it a break yet because June 15, I went immediately back to school for summer class.
I need to be in this class because I need to work on my college g.e.'s. It is English 101. I have 4 essays to do in 5 weeks. Pretty intimidating at first glance, but I'm sure I could manage it pretty well. It's the only class I'm taking anyways so I could really focus on it more. At least I'm not stuck at home rotting my brains out doing nothing or playing video games all day and being unproductive with my life. It would keep me busy for at least 5 weeks.
I actually finished my first essay already. It is a 4 page descriptive essay on a door. Yes, you read right- a door. You're probably asking yourself how can you describe a door in 4 pages. It's not that hard. I probably could write more, but I'm a lazy and stingy guy. I don't want to waste paper and ink. First week of classes and I already have a paper due 3 days in to it. I don't mind.
My previous weekend I believe is not worth mentioning because all I can take out of it is negativity and bad news. There's a saying, "if you don't have anything good to say, don't say anything at all". I think that's what I'm going to do. Just let it go and move on with my own life. This doesn't mean I don't care; I still care greatly, but I don't want to be consumed by it that I wreak havoc.
Anyways... That's all for today. Sorry to those people who tune in my blog everyday and have not seen a post since...ever! I have been very busy recently so I had no time to post something.
See y'all!
I need to be in this class because I need to work on my college g.e.'s. It is English 101. I have 4 essays to do in 5 weeks. Pretty intimidating at first glance, but I'm sure I could manage it pretty well. It's the only class I'm taking anyways so I could really focus on it more. At least I'm not stuck at home rotting my brains out doing nothing or playing video games all day and being unproductive with my life. It would keep me busy for at least 5 weeks.
I actually finished my first essay already. It is a 4 page descriptive essay on a door. Yes, you read right- a door. You're probably asking yourself how can you describe a door in 4 pages. It's not that hard. I probably could write more, but I'm a lazy and stingy guy. I don't want to waste paper and ink. First week of classes and I already have a paper due 3 days in to it. I don't mind.
My previous weekend I believe is not worth mentioning because all I can take out of it is negativity and bad news. There's a saying, "if you don't have anything good to say, don't say anything at all". I think that's what I'm going to do. Just let it go and move on with my own life. This doesn't mean I don't care; I still care greatly, but I don't want to be consumed by it that I wreak havoc.
Anyways... That's all for today. Sorry to those people who tune in my blog everyday and have not seen a post since...ever! I have been very busy recently so I had no time to post something.
See y'all!
Saturday, June 13, 2009
If a picture can paint a thousand words...
...it can sure tell you many things. There are hidden messages surrounding it. You can probably look at the back of it and see a hidden message.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Random scene 6: Inner Self
It's swallowing me from the inside
I hate how this hates my pride
As the days go by I feel weak
Right now the pain is at its peak
Sickness and pestilence
I have no defense
against its ill effects
Why do I have these defects
Must hide the grave
but others I should save
It's touch is gruesome
but I think everyone is numb
Too late when it's detected
Effects of it has been inflicted
Pardon me for being the harbinger
I hate the one to bring danger
I hate how this hates my pride
As the days go by I feel weak
Right now the pain is at its peak
Sickness and pestilence
I have no defense
against its ill effects
Why do I have these defects
Must hide the grave
but others I should save
It's touch is gruesome
but I think everyone is numb
Too late when it's detected
Effects of it has been inflicted
Pardon me for being the harbinger
I hate the one to bring danger
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Random Scene 5: Picture
"We should take him out of the picture. He is a big threat to both of us."
"I know, Zack. He was able to convince my girlfriend to break up with me. Think of the other things he could do to."
"Yeah I know. Shit happens. I never thought he could really do such a thing. You and Pauline were doing great. I never really saw your break up coming."
"Pauline was everything to me. I love her and it pains me to see her go. Damn you, Clarence! I should have kept him away from her. How did I not see it? Actually, how did I not do anything about it when I saw the signs? Was I that trusting?"
"None of us really thought that Clarence can pull off such thing. It's just hard I guess to predict what's on his mind."
"That's the thing. He was doing things in front us and we did not do a thing. We let him do whatever he wanted. He was even saying things to us, but we did not do anything."
"We just thought he was joking. Come on, it's Clarence. He's a harmless, trustworthy fellow, well, the Clarence I met was."
"He changed. He's not what he used to be."
"Yeah, I liked him back then. He was quiet; he was so shy to girls. Now, man... he makes us look like amateurs."
"That's why we should do something about it. We can't let him step on our manhood anymore. He attracts all the attention. That bastard. Why can't he just go away?"
"That's it! If we just keep him away from Haley I could worry less."
"..."
"And it will benefit you too. You can't be paranoid of him trying to steal your girl no mo'."
"What do you have in mind?"
"Well, if we can show to the girls that Clarence is a lying, conniving prick, they won't like him anymore."
"We got a problem there... He is a good guy, a nice guy. They would not believe it. Clarence would also sense something is wrong if we did that. He'll be able to save his good name and in the end, we'll look like the bad guys."
"But we're not the bad guys. He is."
"How are we going to do it? He's a type of person that you just can't find bad things about, besides him really charismatic to girls."
"We could...I don't know. I'll figure it out."
"I already talked to Pauline about it, but instead of considering my view, she defends him."
"Those girls... they are easy to persuade. Clarence is taking advantage of it, so why should not we? We could extend the truth and they will believe it. Just a little exaggeration should do the trick."
"I don't know...We'll see... I think that plan is flawed, but what the heck. As long as we get him out of the picture."
"I know, Zack. He was able to convince my girlfriend to break up with me. Think of the other things he could do to."
"Yeah I know. Shit happens. I never thought he could really do such a thing. You and Pauline were doing great. I never really saw your break up coming."
"Pauline was everything to me. I love her and it pains me to see her go. Damn you, Clarence! I should have kept him away from her. How did I not see it? Actually, how did I not do anything about it when I saw the signs? Was I that trusting?"
"None of us really thought that Clarence can pull off such thing. It's just hard I guess to predict what's on his mind."
"That's the thing. He was doing things in front us and we did not do a thing. We let him do whatever he wanted. He was even saying things to us, but we did not do anything."
"We just thought he was joking. Come on, it's Clarence. He's a harmless, trustworthy fellow, well, the Clarence I met was."
"He changed. He's not what he used to be."
"Yeah, I liked him back then. He was quiet; he was so shy to girls. Now, man... he makes us look like amateurs."
"That's why we should do something about it. We can't let him step on our manhood anymore. He attracts all the attention. That bastard. Why can't he just go away?"
"That's it! If we just keep him away from Haley I could worry less."
"..."
"And it will benefit you too. You can't be paranoid of him trying to steal your girl no mo'."
"What do you have in mind?"
"Well, if we can show to the girls that Clarence is a lying, conniving prick, they won't like him anymore."
"We got a problem there... He is a good guy, a nice guy. They would not believe it. Clarence would also sense something is wrong if we did that. He'll be able to save his good name and in the end, we'll look like the bad guys."
"But we're not the bad guys. He is."
"How are we going to do it? He's a type of person that you just can't find bad things about, besides him really charismatic to girls."
"We could...I don't know. I'll figure it out."
"I already talked to Pauline about it, but instead of considering my view, she defends him."
"Those girls... they are easy to persuade. Clarence is taking advantage of it, so why should not we? We could extend the truth and they will believe it. Just a little exaggeration should do the trick."
"I don't know...We'll see... I think that plan is flawed, but what the heck. As long as we get him out of the picture."
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Random scene 4: Concert
The opening act is done. The crowd’s wait for the headliner is over. Chanting and yelling starts to fill the stadium as the guitarists and drummer of the band is setting foot onstage. The guitarist strums the first note of the intro. The crowd goes wild. The drummer plays his piece. The singer enters the stage with a powerful voice. Fireworks lighted in the back middle of the stage. The frenzy is on.
Edward has been looking forward for this moment. Seeing his favorite band for the first time live was his dream. He wanted to be in front badly that he battled through a big crowd just to get in front, to see the band up close. He is very happy and excited to be in that concert that he would not trade his place at that moment for anything else.
The band played lively songs that got the audience pumped up. The music filled the stadium energy and excitement. It could make a weary ghoul become a vivacious soul. Blithe and ecstasy is in the air. Edward is so hooked into the music that he did not care who is around or who is watching. All he cared about was to have fun. It seemed that the other people shared his sentiments. As the excitement grows, crowd surfers start popping out of the audience. Men and women alike were screaming to get involved in with the music. Many started to dance with the tune. Everybody is having the time of their life.
As Edward was getting in the groove of the song, a girl beside him caught his eye. The girl was wearing a white tank-top with blue jeans. Her striking looks appealed to Edward’s eagle eye. She seemed to be very engaged in the music almost like she was possessed by some spirit. Guess what? He was too.
The girl looked at Edward; she gave him a leer which seemed more to be a tempting glare. Their eyes lined up with each other as they sense the chemistry between them. Both individuals got closer to each other and then they had a mutual understanding; they started to kiss each other. Their hands were rubbing each other’s body, trying to feel each other’s warmth and burning passion. They continued to make out throughout the rest of the song, which took about two minutes.
“Oh hot damn! I scored tonight, baby!” he said to himself as he walks towards the exit.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Random scene 3: Dream
My phone under my pillow vibrated. It means I got to get up to get my day started. I really wasn't looking forward to getting up. I had to actually force my eyes to open up. Then some weird laugh echoed in my ear. It sounded like Woody Wood Pecker's laugh so it kind of irritated me.
...
I tried to ignore it, then I felt something creeping in my bed. I thought it was me trying to move around then I realized I was not moving. I opened my eyes and I saw Nikko, climbing my bead and reaching for the the window. I said to him in curiosity and in annoyance, "What the heck are you trying to do?" Then I heard the WWP laugh again. After opening the window, Nikko dashed towards the door then he said, "Fifteen minutes, Mike"( or something like that).
My eyes followed him as he dashed outside the room. After that, I tried to go back to sleep. I straightened up my posture and then a figure by my feet caught my eyes. I looked at it and saw Sameer, doing an Egyptian pose and he was smiling directly at me. I don't know if he was trying to make me laugh or trying to creep me out. I blinked and then he was gone. I heard the WWP laugh again. Now my head started to hurt. I looked towards the direction where the laugh was coming from. Then I saw a figure in the middle of the room. The figure turned around; it was Carlo. Then I looked beside him. My whole desk was beside him. I was startled and bewildered why my desk was right in the center of the room. I asked him furiously, "Why the hell are you moving my stuff? Haven't we been through this 'personal space' conversation?" He just started laughing and then he replied "Cuz you're being a snob." He then continued to laugh and started to move my desk again. I yelled at him " Can you please just stop whatever you're doing?"
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My phone vibrated again. I checked it. It was 9:50am. I pressed the snooze button. I wanted to just stay in my bed until 9:55am and see if I could make it to work with just 5 minutes to prepare. I heard someone walking inside my room. I thought it was Nikko, who was trying to wake me up. I just told him "I know" and he left the room. Well, I made it to work in record time. 5 minutes of preparation.
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I tried to ignore it, then I felt something creeping in my bed. I thought it was me trying to move around then I realized I was not moving. I opened my eyes and I saw Nikko, climbing my bead and reaching for the the window. I said to him in curiosity and in annoyance, "What the heck are you trying to do?" Then I heard the WWP laugh again. After opening the window, Nikko dashed towards the door then he said, "Fifteen minutes, Mike"( or something like that).
My eyes followed him as he dashed outside the room. After that, I tried to go back to sleep. I straightened up my posture and then a figure by my feet caught my eyes. I looked at it and saw Sameer, doing an Egyptian pose and he was smiling directly at me. I don't know if he was trying to make me laugh or trying to creep me out. I blinked and then he was gone. I heard the WWP laugh again. Now my head started to hurt. I looked towards the direction where the laugh was coming from. Then I saw a figure in the middle of the room. The figure turned around; it was Carlo. Then I looked beside him. My whole desk was beside him. I was startled and bewildered why my desk was right in the center of the room. I asked him furiously, "Why the hell are you moving my stuff? Haven't we been through this 'personal space' conversation?" He just started laughing and then he replied "Cuz you're being a snob." He then continued to laugh and started to move my desk again. I yelled at him " Can you please just stop whatever you're doing?"
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My phone vibrated again. I checked it. It was 9:50am. I pressed the snooze button. I wanted to just stay in my bed until 9:55am and see if I could make it to work with just 5 minutes to prepare. I heard someone walking inside my room. I thought it was Nikko, who was trying to wake me up. I just told him "I know" and he left the room. Well, I made it to work in record time. 5 minutes of preparation.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
No post to day. Sorry guys =(
Due to a series of unfortunate events, I would not be posting a random scene today. I have lot's of things to do. To compromise for this, this Sunday, instead of it being a break from posting, I will post it then. I guess just think of it as a postponed post. To my audience, I deeply apologize and I hope you still tune in. =(
From the author,
The CbKid
From the author,
The CbKid
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Random scene 2: "School day"
The school bell rang.
Every student went out of their classrooms to go to lunch break. Anne on the other hand, stayed longer in the biology lab to finish her lab report. The Mr. Johnson, her biology teacher, needed to go to a meeting. There was a policy that teachers cannot leave students unattended in classrooms, so Anne was required to leave. Mr. Johnson trusted Anne enough to leave her alone there.
Anne is now all alone in the lab. She is almost done with her paper, then someone went inside the lab. It was Jeremy, Anne's friend and crush. Jeremy went there, looking for Mr. Johnson to ask a question about the upcoming midterm. Jeremy walked towards her to check out what she was doing.
"What are you up to?" asked Jeremy.
"Just finishing up my paper." replied Anne.
Jeremy sat on the empty seat next to Anne. He then continued the conversation.
"Need help?"
"No, it's okay, thank you..."
Anne sense something a bit odd on how Jeremy was acting. Everyday, he is already making fun of her by now for being an overachiever or making fun of her appearance. Today was different. He was awfully very helpful and polite.
"You look beautiful today.Well you always do, that's why every guy in this school wants to be your boyfriend.Oh, did you already say yes to Travis? He's been really in to you. There's also Pete, the guy in our Spanish class. I think they are the two best candidates for you." Jeremy inquired.
Anne giggled. She was weirded out on how Jeremy is acting but at the same time, she is flattered because she has never done this to her before.
Anne stood up and and walked towards the teacher's table to turn in her paper. Jeremy followed her. Jeremy pushed her towards the blackboard. Anne was startled. She did not know what to do. He leaned his right hand at the blackboard while his other hand was at his side.
Jeremy was staring at her face like he was like possessed by something. She tried to avoid eye contact with him, but she cannot resist. Obviously he is trying to make a move on her. She has liked him for a long time so she doesn't know is she should let him make a move on her or shove him away and lose her chance of getting with him. Her heart was beating fast as Jeremy's face moved in closer to her face. Her body temperature was rising.
Jeremy moved in closer to Anne. He then whispered to her, "Would you like a lesson in anatomy?"
"Psyched! Gotcha!" Jeremy started to burst in laughter.
She was still stunned from what just happened as she was watching Jeremy cracking up.
"Oh man! You should have seen your face! It was priceless!" Anne furiously slapped him in the face right when he said that. She bursted to tears and ran outside the classroom.
"That was mean, but it had to be done," said Jeremy to himself as he tried to gather himself together. Mr. Johnson walked back in the classroom.
"I just saw Anne crying. What happened?" asked Mr. Johnson.
"Oh, nothing. It's just another school day." replied Jeremy.
Every student went out of their classrooms to go to lunch break. Anne on the other hand, stayed longer in the biology lab to finish her lab report. The Mr. Johnson, her biology teacher, needed to go to a meeting. There was a policy that teachers cannot leave students unattended in classrooms, so Anne was required to leave. Mr. Johnson trusted Anne enough to leave her alone there.
Anne is now all alone in the lab. She is almost done with her paper, then someone went inside the lab. It was Jeremy, Anne's friend and crush. Jeremy went there, looking for Mr. Johnson to ask a question about the upcoming midterm. Jeremy walked towards her to check out what she was doing.
"What are you up to?" asked Jeremy.
"Just finishing up my paper." replied Anne.
Jeremy sat on the empty seat next to Anne. He then continued the conversation.
"Need help?"
"No, it's okay, thank you..."
Anne sense something a bit odd on how Jeremy was acting. Everyday, he is already making fun of her by now for being an overachiever or making fun of her appearance. Today was different. He was awfully very helpful and polite.
"You look beautiful today.Well you always do, that's why every guy in this school wants to be your boyfriend.Oh, did you already say yes to Travis? He's been really in to you. There's also Pete, the guy in our Spanish class. I think they are the two best candidates for you." Jeremy inquired.
Anne giggled. She was weirded out on how Jeremy is acting but at the same time, she is flattered because she has never done this to her before.
Anne stood up and and walked towards the teacher's table to turn in her paper. Jeremy followed her. Jeremy pushed her towards the blackboard. Anne was startled. She did not know what to do. He leaned his right hand at the blackboard while his other hand was at his side.
Jeremy was staring at her face like he was like possessed by something. She tried to avoid eye contact with him, but she cannot resist. Obviously he is trying to make a move on her. She has liked him for a long time so she doesn't know is she should let him make a move on her or shove him away and lose her chance of getting with him. Her heart was beating fast as Jeremy's face moved in closer to her face. Her body temperature was rising.
Jeremy moved in closer to Anne. He then whispered to her, "Would you like a lesson in anatomy?"
"Psyched! Gotcha!" Jeremy started to burst in laughter.
She was still stunned from what just happened as she was watching Jeremy cracking up.
"Oh man! You should have seen your face! It was priceless!" Anne furiously slapped him in the face right when he said that. She bursted to tears and ran outside the classroom.
"That was mean, but it had to be done," said Jeremy to himself as he tried to gather himself together. Mr. Johnson walked back in the classroom.
"I just saw Anne crying. What happened?" asked Mr. Johnson.
"Oh, nothing. It's just another school day." replied Jeremy.
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