We're Done Here

When there are hellos, there are goodbyes. I think this is the time to close up this chapter and move on to better things. It's time to grow up and leave all these memories: the angst, the happiness, the anger, the fun... .  Time to start anew. Thanks for the memories.

-Cbkid

Pet Peeve #6

People liking their own comments on Facebook.

I just feel that it's a bit obnoxious and conceited... and sometimes awkward, especially if the only one who liked the comment is himself/herself.

Post-grad realization #?

I miss the thrill of looking forward to the first day of class or first day of semester. It's the time to have an excuse to do something new to either improve on what I did not do last time or just because it's the first day.

There is always the first day of the year... but should I expect one for the upcoming year? haha

Quote of the Day #18

"Believe those who are seeking the truth. Doubt those who find it." - Andrè Gide

I just want to say...

that this year, I got robbed the opportunity to -static- you, but things happen and  -static- No regrets though. I feel that we would not be -static- and you'd eventually -static-. I hope for the best for you, but I still don't support -static- You could  -static- or maybe it's just me being -static- things worked out -static-.

Quote of the Day #17

"The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence."

Quote of the Day #16

"It is not good to wake a sleeping lion." - Philip Sidney

Facts about me #2

I talk to myself loudly when I'm alone.

I imagine myself talking to my "other selfs". It is my way of sorting out my thoughts, debating it out with myself. It is also my way of entertaining myself when I'm bored and I have nobody to talk to.

I do this often, especially when I'm walking to and from school. I'm sure however some people already has seen me talk to myself, then saw me completely stop. Yes, I do get conscious about it. I hope whoever has seen me doing this don't think I'm crazy, but if they already do, it's whatever. I ain't stopping it just because other people think that.

Facts about me #1

I am a partial sore-loser.

I acknowledge those who deserve the win, but I get pissed off easily when I lose to those who I think are really cocky who talk smack when they win, a person who clearly got no skill and just got lucky, or there's an audience that coach a lot and think they know everything about the task at hand, or I am in a really bad losing streak.

When I'm in sore-loser mode, hell breaks lose. I go John McEnroe on things I see, or to people around me.

Signs that I'm going to be in sore-loser mode:
Unusual silence
Trash talking
Cursing
Furrowed eyebrows
In video games, when I start being violent towards the controller.

I think It's the Latter

Is it absence make the heart grow fonder or is it out of sight, out of mind?

Crushed

to know that my opinions don't matter or have little meaning to you.

I want to say something, but I don't want to say it half-assed. I must say it in a detailed, ordered manner so that I do not miss anything and avoid any many misunderstandings and miscommunication. Will I rant about it soon, or not? Probably not. by the time everything ends, it will be likely irrelevant. If I do it now, I won't have sufficient time to work on my rant...

This scowl says everything about this week.

I want to express my dislike for this situation, but it will just make things worse and awkward. I just got to bear with it for a bit longer, then it will be over. I just want to apologize that I can't live up to your expectations and my predecessors.

I'm not trying to be passive-aggressive nor expect something in return with this. I just need to vent somehow or I'll just blow up and create more trouble.

My New Best Friend

the cat litter box

I can't believe I'm saying this...

... but I feel that we bonded more than my current one and I actually miss that... actually, not just my current one, but of all my other ones. Too bad we ended up in different paths.

...

Did you just... what?!... but you said...

._.

-inner me facepalms-

Pet Peeve #5

People asking me if I am okay, when I am actually okay.

-Do I really look that miserable? I know that you ask because you care, but like anything, it will lose meaning the more it's said.

A little bit more...

and I probably will write things I shouldn't be writing. I know things could just get worse for me, but I can't take it anymore... or maybe I should bare with it for a little longer. I've dealt with it not so long ago, I survived. I'm sure I'll be fine... As long as I have someone to vent to, I could just live without blowing up...

By the way, you're stupid. you're really stupid... probably not stupid. that's such a harsh word. Probably naive. yeah... that's a good term for it.

I never thought your antics were cute. The others probably think so, but for me, it's annoying. Especially since I feel like it is fake.