Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
I actually...
bought 4 donuts for $1 each instead of giving $4 donation to a monk trying to give me a book on karma... Oh boy I feel bad.
While I was walking and eating my donuts, some chick was trying to ask if I had a "moment to hear about starving children in Africa."
Oh karma don't smite me :<
Monday, November 14, 2011
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Quote of the Day #14
"Originality is the fine art of remembering what you hear but forgetting where you heard it." - Laurence Peter
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Pet Peeve #1
People who are bandwagoners and people who just conform to things and go with the majority just to fit in.
Saturday, October 8, 2011
RE: When a dream tries saying something to you...
I had this dream many days ago. This dream was stuck on me for like a day or two because I was thinking about its significance. There was a mix of fictional characters with real life people in this dream. There was even a random person who I don't really know that well and this person was included. I wrote about this dream now because there was something that happened recently that may tie in with this dream.
Notes
*Bold dialogue means that those were the exact dialogues that I fully remember in the dream.
* Normal font will be commentaries to explain things that weren't in the actual dream.
Well, the dream goes like this:
"Damn you, Michael! You will not get a way this time!" says a black guy in a trench coat wearing sunglasses. Behind him were a group of soldiers wearing black armor and black helmet. They were all pointing a gun at me. It seems that I was cornered by my pursuers, but all of a sudden, the wall opened up (like those hidden rolling wall doors at Scooby-Doo).
When I got to the other side of the wall, I saw 3 good of my friends, two guys and one girl. "What the heck are you guys doing here?" I asked. One of the guys, Garrett (I'll use pseudonyms to conceal their identity) yelled out "Go now, before they catch you! Jase (pseudonym) and I will hold them off. Mary (pseudonym) knows how to get around the labyrinth."
I was clueless to what is going on. While I was following Mary on the maze made with wall made of wood, I was thinking to myself. Why was those guys in black chasing after me? Why are my friends in here? What the heck are they all doing in my dream?! (yes, I could actually tell that I'm in a dream while I'm in a dream lol).
At the end of the maze, there was a down hill. Below was a black car driven by my friend Zach (pseudonym). He yelled "Get inside before they catch us."
After he said that, there was a huge explosion that came out of the exit. It came from a soldier who has an RPG. Immediately after seeing that, Mary and I ran inside the car and Zach drove recklessly.
Zach dropped both Mary and I at a motel room (yes, very random) and he said he has to go somewhere. Inside the motel room, Garrett and Jase were waiting. I asked them "Okay, what the heck is going on here?! You guys were just there and now you are here." Then again I immediately thought to myself, "well, is a dream, anything could happen." Garrett replied to me with a panicking tone, "we need to plan something out." I said, "Plan for what?" then a total blank....
I became conscious so i guess it got cut off, but when I got back to sleep, I got back in the dream (surprisingly it continued). I was now in my old elementary school. It looked just the way I last time saw it. Then, for some reason, I started running as if someone is chasing me. While i was turning in a corner, I saw a girl I knew at my high school. I recognized JQ (initials- I used it because it's so random, people reading it would not even know who it is, but I assure you, it is a real person) because of her smile but I was puzzled why she was there. Two things: one, I don't really talk to her at school so she was totally random; two, what is she doing in my elementary school, which was an all-guys school in the Philippines, miles and miles away.
After that random meeting, I ended up in my elementary's school clinic. Everything was so white, it was blinding me. To my surprise, Zach and Mary were there waiting for me. I asked them what is going on, but Zach ignored my question. He then said that he has to go somewhere again and he had to leave Mary and I there.
Well, after he left, Mary and I sat down on a bench. We watched injured people coming in the clinic. Mary leaned her head to my head. I felt hesitant at first because it was very unlikely for her to do that. Then she whispered to me in a sweet, soft voice,"I can't be with you. I hope you understand. Just move on without me." Tears came out through my eyes. The weird thing is, I did not feel remorse when she said that. (Another weird thing is, when I woke up, tears were running in my eyes. After that, I just laid down on my bed and recalling what happened in the dream.)
Notes
*Bold dialogue means that those were the exact dialogues that I fully remember in the dream.
* Normal font will be commentaries to explain things that weren't in the actual dream.
Well, the dream goes like this:
"Damn you, Michael! You will not get a way this time!" says a black guy in a trench coat wearing sunglasses. Behind him were a group of soldiers wearing black armor and black helmet. They were all pointing a gun at me. It seems that I was cornered by my pursuers, but all of a sudden, the wall opened up (like those hidden rolling wall doors at Scooby-Doo).
When I got to the other side of the wall, I saw 3 good of my friends, two guys and one girl. "What the heck are you guys doing here?" I asked. One of the guys, Garrett (I'll use pseudonyms to conceal their identity) yelled out "Go now, before they catch you! Jase (pseudonym) and I will hold them off. Mary (pseudonym) knows how to get around the labyrinth."
I was clueless to what is going on. While I was following Mary on the maze made with wall made of wood, I was thinking to myself. Why was those guys in black chasing after me? Why are my friends in here? What the heck are they all doing in my dream?! (yes, I could actually tell that I'm in a dream while I'm in a dream lol).
At the end of the maze, there was a down hill. Below was a black car driven by my friend Zach (pseudonym). He yelled "Get inside before they catch us."
After he said that, there was a huge explosion that came out of the exit. It came from a soldier who has an RPG. Immediately after seeing that, Mary and I ran inside the car and Zach drove recklessly.
Zach dropped both Mary and I at a motel room (yes, very random) and he said he has to go somewhere. Inside the motel room, Garrett and Jase were waiting. I asked them "Okay, what the heck is going on here?! You guys were just there and now you are here." Then again I immediately thought to myself, "well, is a dream, anything could happen." Garrett replied to me with a panicking tone, "we need to plan something out." I said, "Plan for what?" then a total blank....
I became conscious so i guess it got cut off, but when I got back to sleep, I got back in the dream (surprisingly it continued). I was now in my old elementary school. It looked just the way I last time saw it. Then, for some reason, I started running as if someone is chasing me. While i was turning in a corner, I saw a girl I knew at my high school. I recognized JQ (initials- I used it because it's so random, people reading it would not even know who it is, but I assure you, it is a real person) because of her smile but I was puzzled why she was there. Two things: one, I don't really talk to her at school so she was totally random; two, what is she doing in my elementary school, which was an all-guys school in the Philippines, miles and miles away.
After that random meeting, I ended up in my elementary's school clinic. Everything was so white, it was blinding me. To my surprise, Zach and Mary were there waiting for me. I asked them what is going on, but Zach ignored my question. He then said that he has to go somewhere again and he had to leave Mary and I there.
Well, after he left, Mary and I sat down on a bench. We watched injured people coming in the clinic. Mary leaned her head to my head. I felt hesitant at first because it was very unlikely for her to do that. Then she whispered to me in a sweet, soft voice,"I can't be with you. I hope you understand. Just move on without me." Tears came out through my eyes. The weird thing is, I did not feel remorse when she said that. (Another weird thing is, when I woke up, tears were running in my eyes. After that, I just laid down on my bed and recalling what happened in the dream.)
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Monday, September 5, 2011
Saturday, August 6, 2011
There's always a reason...
...Why I feel what I feel. Everybody is entitled to feel their own feelings. The big question though is:
What did you do to make me feel this way?
Don't blame everything on other people, because you know that you contributed to whatever I'm feeling. Are you afraid that you actually are at fault? You afraid history will repeat itself, or are you intentionally doing this for history to repeat itself?
A rock doesn't move by itself, unless a force moves it.
Don't blame everything on other people, because you know that you contributed to whatever I'm feeling. Are you afraid that you actually are at fault? You afraid history will repeat itself, or are you intentionally doing this for history to repeat itself?
A rock doesn't move by itself, unless a force moves it.
Friday, June 24, 2011
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Friday, June 10, 2011
Doesn't it...
....dishearten you when you put a lot of effort on something, expecting that something good will turn out from it, but it actually, you will not get anything from it in the end but pain and false hope?
Is it wrong for me to expect my efforts to be reciprocated equally?
Is it wrong for me to feel bad when I feel neglected or treated with less priority?
Is it wrong for me to accuse you of not putting enough effort in this commitment?
Is it wrong for me to doubt you, your intentions and your dedication to this?
Can't you think logically?
Can't you ask yourself "what would he think..." or "what would he do... or "what would he want..."?
Can't you feel? Are you that dense or are you really that selfish that you only think of yourself?
I see where your loyalties lie, and it's not me who you'd choose in the end.
As for the others, THANKS for being VERY supportive and being SUPER optimistic. Hope you guys feel good for all these AWESOME sentiments... FUCK YOU ALL...
so much for a special 100th post.
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Bad week is bad
Early Summer Vacation Syndrome.
-Bad week to feel bad and unmotivated...
--Keep your head up kid. 3 more grueling weeks to endure.
-I want a break.
-- You just had a break last weekend. Keep your eyes on the prize.
- Whatever.
-- The sooner you get things done, the sooner you can relax.
- I'm winning this right now by making you write in the blog right now.
-- Well, this is it. Time to hit the books.
Monday, May 16, 2011
Quote of the Day #10
"Step by step and pace by pace, a little patience will win the race." - I first heard it from Granny from Baby Looney Toons (cartoon)
Monday, May 9, 2011
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Quote of the Day #8
"Luck is when opportunity meets preparedness." -first heard from Mr. Bailey, my AP US History teacher
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Girls.
I feel like they're more attractive when guys are heartbroken lolz.
Maybe it can be explained by neuronal activity or neurotransmitters... anything. I feel that they are correlated.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Monday, April 18, 2011
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
It's difficult...
to be original nowadays... Why even try if everything is out there and/or has already been done?
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Quote of the Day #3
"I'd rather look stupid for a moment by asking a question rather than being stupid forever by staying quiet."
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Sick of R. Black
She's horrible at singing so please stop patronizing her by making her more popular. Don't encourage such lousiness.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Friday, February 18, 2011
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Quote of the Day #1
Any actions we do has consequences. It's just our perception of these consequences that makes it good or bad.
-Me! :D
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Good Weekend
Won 50 dollar gift card
+Hung out with friends
+Watched Spirit Night
+Lab write up
+Studied
___________________
Short amount of sleep=tiredness --> sickness
Now I got to wait 3 days to see if I need meds, but with the looks of things, my immunity has it under control.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Midterms already?!
I'm just 3 weeks into the quarter and I'm already worrying about midterm exams. That's how quarter system works. Been dealing with it for 8 seasons already, and counting.
Have I gotten the hang of it? No.
Do I like it? Heck no.
Do I have to deal with it? Sadly yes.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Sunday, January 16, 2011
MATT D PACT
I loathe you so much. Just saying. I'm just trying to lessen our interactions so my feeling won't get worse.
Friday, January 14, 2011
Today...
was very unproductive. Just sat in front of the computer, waiting for something to happen. What a waste of a day. These are the times I wish I could have when I actually need time to do things. Oh well...
"You are not excused"
-courtesy of Nedroid.com
I really wonder why we need to be "excused" when we burp.
Monday, January 10, 2011
You can't...
You can't give me an answer because you don't know what makes me special in your life... How can you show to me that I actually am special?
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